May 2008
14 posts
5 of Diamonds
He looked at me and put it quite bluntly, “Not everyone who holds a camera is a photographer. Not everyone who holds a pen is a writer. Not everyone with a camcorder is a filmmaker.”
Darling, you couldn’t be more wrong if you tried.
Who are you to come in here and rank things? Order them and determine their importance and lack thereof. Just who do you think you are? To...
5 of Clubs
The choices I’ve made have put me on a one-way street.
Stay Quiet.
BIte your tongue.
Words buy you more trouble then they’re worth and nobody really understands what you’re trying to say to begin with so what’s the point?
I love to betray my better judgement.
Poor, poor pitiful you. Oh, you’re so busy! I’ll organize the pity party — can you bring...
4 of Spades
I am making a mess out of things just to see how good I can be at cleaning it all up. I am never patient. I am never easy going. I am never content. Always looking for something. I feel like I’m blindfolded because I say that I’m “ready for the next step” but never able to see where I’m going.
You couldn’t possibly imagine the things I’m thinking...
4 of Hearts
There are reasons why this was destined to fail from the start.
You think you’ve got this whole world figured out. Like you know every thought that’s crossed my mind, when, in reality, you couldn’t be further from the truth.
You always say you’ve got so much going on inside your brain but that’s far from the reason why you’ve got such a big head.
I wish...
“I am not going to change the way I look or the way I feel to conform to...”
– John Lennon.
4 of Hearts
I’m not going to lie about it or kid anyone around. There is a lot riding on this year. There’s a lot at stake. So many promises I’ve made, so many goals, hopes, and dreams are riding on this year. It’s kind of a make or break situation.
I just have this positive feeling, and I’m not going to let it go.
One of my best friends Anna took this picture. She...
4 of Diamonds
Whoah Boy! It’s been a while, hasn’t it?
I’ve been out living my life… What have you been up to? I’m glad that internet didn’t burn down while I was away (but let’s face it… I’ve been here all along). New Layout. Retro-Inspired. Feel the horizontal shift. I was directly inspired by the UO Blog, but I coded this bitch all by myself. I...
4 of Clubs
Fighting a bad case of the “Should Have Known Betters.”
Early mornings and late nights never seem to mix.
I am sunburnt and far from enjoying it.
Getting back into the swing of things.
Working too much, making too little.
Dreaming like they’ll come true.
Listening to new songs.
Working on new ideas.
Laughing again.
This is just a state of mind.
“Such is...
3 of Spades
your•self pronoun [second person singular]
1. [reflexive] used to refer to the person being addressed as the object of a verb or preposition when they are also the subject of the clause.
2. [emphatic] you personally (used to emphasize the person being addressed).
…it doesn’t make sense right now, but I’m hoping it will in time.
Coffee with Justin this afternoon.
It was the...
3 of Diamonds
Long Time / No See.
Adjust the bunny ears, because here comes an update for those of you who still bother to stick around.
We’re knee-deep in May. Hard to believe that we’re already nearing the half-way mark of 2008. Maybe it’s just me, but it feels like the days and weeks and months go by faster then they used to. When you’re plugging away at a job and steadily...