April 2008
12 posts
More Often Than Not
Sometimes I get frustrated with the world.
Reteach me to breathe.
3 of Clubs
Long Time / No See.
Sometimes it feels good to get away.
It’s amazing how much junk tends to accumulate over the years. I am sorting through boxes and boxes of stuff I don’t even know why I bought in the first place. Typical. The situation is something like this… I’ve got a lot to say, but unfortunately I don’t have a lot of time to say it in.
Do I dare ask...
2 of Spades
Friday Nights / Saturday Mornings. It all seems to be the same to me. Currently sitting in a crowded room with about thirty people that I don’t know. I love how cell phones and iPods and the internet completely change the way of the world. Like how I’m surfing the internet on mine right now. How did I end up here again?
Some people have so much talent and creativity that it just...
2 of Hearts
I am strung out like the extended metaphor no one understands or cares to decipher.
Last night I sat on the roof of my car and watched the stars. Springtime is finally here. There’s no turning back now. Freedom is a mere twelve days away. Are you counting it down like I am?
My friend made me listen to “The Moon and Antarctica” by Modest Mouse the other day. I’ve...
Mideast Peace Before Bush's Term Ends? Right. →
Call me cynical, but I’m pretty positive that over a thousand years of turmoil isn’t going to end in the next nine months. I think the Bush presidency will be known for something far different then Peace and the Middle East.
Nice try, bud.
2 of Diamonds
I’ve spent most of my life waiting on a ticking clock. Passing time waiting for time to pass. I want to be anywhere but here. I’m spending too much time thinking about life and death instead of focusing on the stuff in between. Sometimes I can’t stand to look at the “big picture,” if you know what I mean. I don’t know. I think that I need a vacation.
2 of Clubs
Something strange is happening… I just can’t quite put my finger on it.
A real update coming your way soon.
Ace of Spades
I think it’s nearly impossible to feel down when the weather is as nice as it is. You’ve got to love those crystal clear cloudless skies. This winter was far too long, and I feel like I can’t embrace the spring hard enough.
Time is winding down on another year of college.
It’s hard to believe the year is already a quarter over.
I need to get things done.
Ace of Hearts
I need to ask you a few questions.
What kind of idiot do you take me for? Do you realize how transparent you are? Do you seriously think that this hatchet is going to be buried so easily?
I know that it’s barely been a year, but it feels like forever. And yes, I will admit there are those golden times where everything fits just right and it seems like things might be on the up-and-up...
Ace of Diamonds
Sometimes it’s best to keep quiet, sometimes it’s more trouble then it’s worth. I guess you can say I’ve been trained to bite my tongue.
Ace of Clubs
I love the tell-tale glances from across half-lit rooms. Like you’re in complete control of this situation. Like nothing can go wrong. We’re making bad decisions just to say we did it. We’re running out of excuses to say we never really tried.
Writing, writing, writing, writing.
In retrospect, none of it looks particularly worthwhile.
So much to say,
So so much to say.
I Guess This Is It, Then
So, this is where it will all go down.
Private thoughts made public. Opinions stated as facts. Pissing people off for a living. Grudge maintenance and ego polishing.
They said it would look clearer from this point of view.
Let’s just hope something worthwhile comes out of all of this.